This is the first time we experience David relying just on his own abilities. His lie to the priest will come with a price. Appearing to be insane, though it worked shows a lack of trust in God.
When life seems to be attacking you from every side, fear can cause you do things that are opposite of the person you are. The important thing is remembering, at the times you feel the attack, the Lord is the one who will defend you. He has made a promise to see you through every storm of your life.
"Father, help me see."
Heart and Soul,
BAG
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